Webmaster Stari

so hello! im rea! and stari, i guess? lol. im in my 20s and love pokemon, toys and fiction wayyy too much. this site is our playground/playroom where we try to just....not think as much and feel okay doing something just...that is just to do it? theres no reason or meaning behind much of it other than it knocks my socks off and makes me dance around when i think of it LOL.

i am a lover of cheesy cliches and dialouge. i love putting toys in situations that mirrors ours and adding the layer of absurdity to it because theyre toys. i love breaking the fourth wall and mentioning how theyre toys or animals admist them fighting. and i love being a little freakass and making the toys fuck.

this clip from bojack kinda gives a good idea of our headspace's thought process before finally setting up this site. itd been something sitting on our heart for a really long time with our mindset change & realizing fun and personal storytelling can co-exist and not dimminish the other

alot on whats on our main site revolves around our us trying to come to terms with pains we have. this site exists as a seperation from it where im actually letting myself have fun and not cling or remind myself of what has already happened and cant be changed. its just not the focus here

ive always wanted to focus on what im putting here but its never felt like a good idea for a variety of reasons: toys/plushies which can be mistaken for being made for kids (i dont feel comfortable making content targeted toward kids), it isnt something that can bring in income (which influences most of what i make because ive lived in poverty & survived off art my entire life - its hard to unlearn this), and worry that it'll cause negative attention from people its not meant for. but honestly as the world seems to feel bleaker im kinda tired of denying myself what brings me joy for whatever reasons given. life is pretty short, and the world is full of a lot of gunk that you will be consumed by if you let it. to have fun like this isnt gonna hurt anyone. it helps me smile and lets me be more present.